Xazagaraptor, 34.
Formerly an electrician with a prominent Bay Area company, Xazagaraptor found his calling when he renounced the damage to his spirit caused by his pain over a childhood rape by a priest, recently remembered. In the purity of thought found at the moment of this emotional apocalypse he realized god was a lie: "...He had come to me and taken over me so that I knew I must behave, must follow the way...but I had enough of being their pawn, working forever so I could have nothing I cared about, shallow values enforced upon me through their network of watching eyes protecting assets from the wrong element (the Black element in my case)...I decided I would never again be fooled by this ridiculous illusion, and sought independence in the knowledge of the dark side..."
Corpse Eviscerator, 29.
"I am a warrior with the Christian Holocaust movement. We go into villages where there is a priest and a religious family and we murder them all, shooting the innocent young ones first before we torture the adults in obscene sexual and heretical disorder. We have many strong men with guns and axes, and women with rifles in the trees, and so we murder any law enforcement who dare approach us. In Mexico they fled from us; in Brazil they never came near us; in America they cover up for our acts of intense brutality upon the members of the Church, and the Vatican lies daily to deny the casualties inflicted upon them in brutal hate-war..."
Vaagarath Sithi, 17.
"My fingers itch to pulse my weapon into the bodies of the Christian weak, huddling in their herd of fear from my fire...the blasts which tear open corpses will spill dying viscera into the trampling feet of the horde in mass fear stampede, sending them falling and rolling in the bodies of their comrades...I will fire until their corpses litter the earth and the stench of rotting pervades every cubic inch of atmosphere. I carry weapons at all times, waiting for them to provoke me so I may strike...waiting for the call. I live in hatred of their inane order and weeping for the misery it projects upon so many, and the destructive future it heralds for us all. Despairing, I am a suicide warrior. I will fight until dead to eradicate them so in the bloodstained dirt the roots of a new life for humanity may take root...die, Christians. Death to all that you stand for. Death to all you believe. I will enslave you to fear and murder you in your apoplectic, paralyzed state of fear and inaction. Your deaths will mean nothing to me except the joy of a fantastic fulfillment...whether I win or lose, or whether I get many or few, I dedicate my life to the death of them all and to inflicting as much mayhemic damage upon them as possible!"
"Mary Foster," age 19
"I grew up fearing the atomic end of the world and cursing the stupid morons who run this world. I couldn't believe that we had enslaved Black people for so long, or that we had bombed the Japanese, or even that we had beaten and murdered people in our own country. I began to see then how my ideology and trust were misplaced; that I had better look out for myself, because I was just another person to be fed into the machine. I look around now and the world is polluted, people are miserable, and no future can be foreseen by those who live in denial. They enact their duty, and purpose, but they don't see the facts. And they share this illusion of goodwill, and deny those who suffer, so they can keep making money and spreading their disease. It's like we're all addicts on the same needle! And so we all suffer. I'm going to have to live another fifty years in this world, unless I get lucky, and I can't imagine it. The stress of having to deal with the stupidity every day will make me go insane. It's as if we designed this whole thing to benefit the stupid who provide the income for the controllers."
Jack Hannah, 47
"When I was young, we started to believe in a better way of doing things. But people kept trying to convince us to believe in their high-toned principles and moral restrictions. We held out for a while, but then gave in because damnit, we wanted a life where we could have families and not live in hiding. But age dulls us and we regret our decisions. I went a different way last year when I discoverd the Christian Holocaust movement. I think it's time to yank out the source of weakness in all of our thinking. I've never been a violent man but each time I think of all the years I worked, spending my money on useless things and paying it to a government to waste on expensive pointless wars, I rise in a fury from inside. It's time to act out this hate, and make them know we're going to end their rule of control."
Wax Mosquito, 23
"I run explosives for the Christian Holocaust movement. We've brought so many weapons through these mountains you'd think it was the Ho Chi Minh trail! But really we're closer to bringing down the Christian movement more than ever. They control everything in that world out there, but we're going to blow it to little bits and make them start over. Some of the shit we have here will cause some real ruckus! I hope to be among the first to score dead Christians when the time of reckoning arrives."
Jack S., 12
"I went to church when I was younger. But that's all bullcrap. They tell you things just so you believe and don't act up. But I don't see any reason to do it their way. I wanted to have long hair and they yelled at me for a long time. Why do they care? It's like they want everyone to suffer under their same stupid rules so nothing interesting will happen. I don't think I can breathe when I am near those people. Someday I will help make things right by getting rid of the Christians. Now I just tell people, how can you believe that god is going to care about you? He just owns you so he has all the souls. But the Devil has souls too, and that's good, because the Devil doesn't make any rules."
